by Stephen Mead (he/him)
Stephen Mead is a retired Civil Servant, having worked two decades for three state agencies. Before that his more personally fulfilling career was fifteen years in healthcare. Throughout all these day jobs he was able to find time for writing poetry/essays, and creating art. Occasionally he even got paid for this work. Currently he is resident artist/curator for The Chroma Museum, artistic renderings of LGBTQI historical figures, organizations and allies predominantly before Stonewall, https://thestephenmeadchromamuseum.weebly.com/
Salmon
The streams & up,
being the pushers, being the push
run ragged often but for back to black,
that root of nurturance when the river is African.
Blood of my blood, the porcelain tarnished
by food rummaging in the back of restaurants
called Famished, by warmth diminished
to touch as accommodation, by rampant hunger
as grappling swinging up Dachau hands—–
Friend, what the blood of my blood knows
as whitewashed ethnicity, as the ghettos acidic cleanse,
is also the current of good tenement garden roofs.
Sill after sill, now in Russia, now in Hungary,
now the wild bush in its homeland,
& even malls of suburbia—–
Heavens, we are fish of star-scales on the move,
we the miracle of bread from rock.
Heat
The projector I remember had such a sense of it
while slides combed over canvas flesh
where I stood before kneeling.
Freezing time, a good friend clicked her camera
& we joked of television commercials
& about dybbuks also spoke.
It was mystical business in the blue-white light
& in that too warm spell I felt where I got you.
Funny soul, you devil, transmigrating,
doing Cole Porter’s All of Me under my skin.
How close the smell, the haze.
How dense the jungle deep in my throat,
my eyes wearing their Love For Sale torch
in a streetwise strut and bitches brew.
Who turned the moon on, orange cauldron,
& the room suddenly violet street lamps
of pure hell smoke?
A gas, that, all the recalled intimacy
welling in those ripple images, the green stalks,
the canyon woods, the deserts exotic,
wavering gardens as I slid & yet kept quite still.
Volcanoes can be so still, volcanoes so nude
under a bald brightness I cannot envy
when so many, for Pele, fell, fell, fell.
Atomic Fall
Molecules are glitter glue on the fabric of the air.
Watch the passage of such hues sparkling
through striations of waving petals.
In transcendence senses stick:
now this moment spreading alizarin from lime
by fresh phloem-filled veins.
Here is new growth, a how-to for the learning.
Here too is the visibility of wind.
Its’ solar planes electric,
fire’s element going to sea foam
in the smallest tuft of moss fingers trace.
Lay down in that cool, sun-bathing enough
to smell what is happening all through the night –
a mulch harvest beneath a lunar crescent
& guarding Orion.
Yes, here is our most natural energy,
the source coursing nocturnes by.
Mind Song
Happiness expands, a balloon of sun warming the chest from within.
Veins carry that solar energy right out of fingertips
& soles of feet. To float so golden is to be saffron-robed
as a Buddhist by the air.
Here, the horizon’s indigo takes on that glory.
Will angels approach re-consecrating themselves
by a ministering of vows to those most open
or those most in the dark?
Arbors are for visionaries, the blessedness which spices waft
as leaves bead sacred water to significant light welling out.
Imagine that devotion in the cells themselves
going forth as flying fish.
They are the lessons to learn on a surfacing whale’s broad back,
an ocean of syllables still in the depths gonging avalanches
of shrine chimes.
These are the lessons singing in sonar & phloem,
but if abandoned to our fates will that resurrection reach
the most needy in time?
Rising, the radiance does not ask, only continues as a sun
some space holds the glowing knowledge of
slowly.

